2017-03-12 – Making adjustments.

I wake with loads of tremor in my left leg.  It seems worse than before I had my device reprogrammed on Friday, but my Group “B” settings (which I switch my device to at bedtime, because Group “A” settings give me dyskinesia and restless legs during the night) haven’t been changed.  I switch my neurostimulator over … Continue reading “2017-03-12 – Making adjustments.”

2017-03-02 – A chat with Baroness Meacher.

Up at 7.30am following another good night’s sleep. Tea, Nutriblast, Dog walk and PopMaster set me up for the day. I’m busily tweeting away from the @parkinsons52 Twitter account this morning, when the phone rings.  I am half expecting someone from Baroness Meacher‘s office to call me, following a discussion that I had with the … Continue reading “2017-03-02 – A chat with Baroness Meacher.”

2017-02-28 – Tweeting about Parkinson’s.

Being away from home, even for just one night, makes me appreciate the comfortable bed that we have at home.  I slept well. We get up at 7.30am.  My wife is out of the door on her way to work by 8.30am, and I settle down on the sofa with my iPad to respond to … Continue reading “2017-02-28 – Tweeting about Parkinson’s.”

2017-02-24 – A motivational vlog.

I didn’t do any more editing on my “DBS on/DBS off” video today, but I did manage to script, film, edit and publish my latest vlog to my YouTube channel, so I’m really pleased about that – especially since the subject matter of the vlog is motivation, apathy and depression! My daughter is arriving this … Continue reading “2017-02-24 – A motivational vlog.”

2017-02-21 – More positive today!

I’m feeling a lot more positive today, like I’ll actually be able to achieve something!  I had a reasonable night’s sleep last night, in spite of forgetting to self-medicate with cannabis.  I got off to sleep okay, but woke at 4am, and then only dozed until the alarm went off at 7am. My wife leaves … Continue reading “2017-02-21 – More positive today!”

2017-02-18 – Finding a bath.

We decide to try to progress the renovation of our cottage today, by finding a bath.  This renovation has been ongoing since I bought the cottage in 2011,  a month or two before I was diagnosed with Parkinson’s Disease.  We moved in here almost 2 years ago with just the kitchen and bathroom still in need … Continue reading “2017-02-18 – Finding a bath.”

2017-02-01 – Just sitting around…

I managed to catch up with my sleep last night – we had an early night, I went straight off to sleep (with a little help from cannabis) and slept right through until shortly before the alarm clock went off at 7am. I intend to do some more filming for my “DBS on/DBS off” video … Continue reading “2017-02-01 – Just sitting around…”

2017-01-28 – Making myself useful.

I spent this morning catching up on my emails – I needed to write to my contact at the Cleveland Cannabis College about the video that I recorded for him, also to Karl Sterling who sent me an email about his Parkinson’s Regeneration Training program a couple of days ago, and last (but not least) … Continue reading “2017-01-28 – Making myself useful.”

2017-01-25 – The God Plant

I remembered to self-medicate with cannabis last night and, consequently, had no trouble in getting off to sleep (or staying that way).  I slept really well, and felt much more rested this morning than I have been of late.  Tremor is still breaking through on my left side (mainly my leg) but I’m not feeling … Continue reading “2017-01-25 – The God Plant”

2017-01-13 – Slipping and sliding.

I’m definitely having a little more trouble in getting off to sleep just lately – even when I have self-medicated with cannabis.  I do hope this isn’t the beginning of disrupted sleep patterns.  I woke at 3am and 4am but got straight back to sleep.  My alarm went off at 7am, but I didn’t get … Continue reading “2017-01-13 – Slipping and sliding.”

2017-01-12 – Catching up with stuff.

I slept a little better last night, only waking once (at 5.30am) but going straight back to sleep until my wife’s alarm went off at 8am.  She is feeling a lot better this morning, and has decided she is well enough to go to work today.  Not really sure what I am going to do today … Continue reading “2017-01-12 – Catching up with stuff.”

2017-01-11 – Preparing for colder weather.

My wife is ill.  I had a really bad night’s sleep, probably because my wife is ill.  I had terrible trouble getting off to sleep last night (even though I self-medicated with cannabis), and seemed to be awake for most of the night.  This morning my wife told me that she has the sickness bug … Continue reading “2017-01-11 – Preparing for colder weather.”

2017-01-10 – An interview.

I’m awake at a tad after 5.30am and can’t get back to sleep.  I lie awake until 7.30 and then decide to get up.  I have an online interview scheduled for this afternoon with Karl Sterling from New York, who runs Parkinson’s Regeneration Training programs.  I haven’t finished preparing the answers to the interview questions that … Continue reading “2017-01-10 – An interview.”

2017-01-05 – Tidying myself up.

I have a little more energy today, and my tremor, dystonia and dyskinesia are all back under control again.  I self-medicated with cannabis last night, so I slept soundly and recharged my batteries.  My sore throat is still around, but no worse than yesterday – I give it the “gargle with mouthwash” treatment, and it … Continue reading “2017-01-05 – Tidying myself up.”

2016-12-27 – Glad to be home.

I slept like a log last night – no cannabis required! We are having my wife’s family over for nibbles and drinks tomorrow afternoon, so we need to go and buy some food!  We go to Lidl and Sainsbury’s in North Walsham and purchase the necessary. While my wife is making sausage rolls, I get … Continue reading “2016-12-27 – Glad to be home.”

2016-12-26 – Boxing Day lethargy.

Boxing day!  I had another bad night, in spite of self-medicating with cannabis when we went to bed last night.  I put it down to being in a strange bed with a heavy quilt on it, meaning that I woke many times in the night, uncomfortable and overheated. We get up and go downstairs after … Continue reading “2016-12-26 – Boxing Day lethargy.”

2016-12-25 – Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas! We stayed at my wife’s youngest son’s house last night, and I’m definitely missing being in my own (very comfortable) bed. I didn’t have a particularly good nights sleep and was awake well before we got up at 6.45am. We are all round at my wife’s eldest son’s by 7.30am, opening presents and … Continue reading “2016-12-25 – Merry Christmas!”

2016-12-23 – Help! I’ve lost a day!

I have a bit of a lie-in this morning.  I heard my wife get up (much) earlier, but went back to sleep.  When I do wake up, it’s almost 9am, and my wife is just about to leave for work.  It’s okay, though, because it’s only Thursday today – plenty of time to do what … Continue reading “2016-12-23 – Help! I’ve lost a day!”

2016-12-19 – Preparing for tomorrow.

I self-medicated with cannabis just before going to bed, so I had another good night of sleep.  Considering how well I have slept for the last 2 or 3 nights, I do have moments of almost overwhelming tiredness, and could easily fall asleep during the day (on occasion) if I didn’t fight it off. I … Continue reading “2016-12-19 – Preparing for tomorrow.”

2016-12-18 – Time for another adjustment.

I slept really well last night (because I self-medicated with cannabis just before going to bed), and slept right through until almost 9am.  My wife had a really good night’s sleep as well, and I put that down to the mug of hot chocolate that I made for her with CBD infused milk.  She says … Continue reading “2016-12-18 – Time for another adjustment.”

2016-12-12 – Thingummyjig gone!

I had a better night’s sleep last night (I remembered to turn my device voltages down!).  I return it to daytime settings when I get dressed. Downstairs, I drink my tea and Nutriblast while my wife is getting ready to go to work.  I’m expecting someone to collect the wooden “thingummyjig” that I sold on … Continue reading “2016-12-12 – Thingummyjig gone!”

2016-12-08 – Another appointment.

Another good night of sleep, thanks to self-medication with cannabis.  I have a busy day ahead of me – I want to edit and publish my review of the CBD tea infused milk, and then I have another appointment (the second one of the week) – this time it’s at the hospital rather than the … Continue reading “2016-12-08 – Another appointment.”

2016-12-07 – My crumbling teeth.

The CBD infused milk that I drank yesterday afternoon was effective for almost 12 hours, and was certainly useful to me in getting off  to sleep last night.  I didn’t have a bad night’s sleep (considering that my wife did have a bad night’s sleep) and only awoke briefly on a couple of occasions. Out of … Continue reading “2016-12-07 – My crumbling teeth.”

2016-12-04 – Christmas shopping

Another decent night of sleep.  Not quite as good as the night before, but I only woke up twice (3am and 7am).  I think I was slightly more medicated the night before, which could explain it.  I’m feeling that I have a little more energy today. I leap out of bed (okay, it’s more of … Continue reading “2016-12-04 – Christmas shopping”

2016-12-03 – Lacking energy.

I self-medicated with some cannabis before coming to bed last night, and had the best night’s sleep I’ve had in ages – slept right through until almost 6.30am, and then went back to sleep again until gone 9am.  So why am I lacking energy? I get dressed, change the settings on my device to daytime … Continue reading “2016-12-03 – Lacking energy.”

2016-12-02 – More takes.

I remember to change my device settings to my daytime voltages when I get up this morning, but I still have a little bit of tremor coming through on my left side.  I may self-medicate with a little cannabis later on, if it doesn’t settle down.  I stopped videoing for the Cleveland Cannabis College yesterday … Continue reading “2016-12-02 – More takes.”

2016-12-01 – The perfectionist in me…

I’m videoing for the Cleveland Cannabis College today, so I have loads of preparatory work to do.  While my wife is walking the dog, I bring the camera, tripod and bag of video goodies (radio microphone, connecting cables, remote controls, batteries, etc.) downstairs to the kitchen/studio and then clear the island of plant and fruit … Continue reading “2016-12-01 – The perfectionist in me…”

2016-11-30 – Preparation for shooting!

I returned from holiday to find that I had been paid some money through PayPal by the Cleveland Cannabis College – I am providing them with some video to show to their students.  I’m going to review the video script today, in preparation for shooting the video tomorrow and Friday – the first piece of … Continue reading “2016-11-30 – Preparation for shooting!”

2016-11-18 – Feels like Winter!

A day of video production lies ahead – I want to finish the editing, then add sub-titles and a watermark, and get it published before my wife gets home from work, so I’d better get a move on! I till have a reasonable amount of left-sided tremor, in spite of my adjustment yesterday.  I would … Continue reading “2016-11-18 – Feels like Winter!”

2016-11-16 – Peace and quiet.

My wife is out of the house early this morning – she’s gone just after 7am, leaving me in peace and quiet for the day.  Also leaving me to make my own tea this morning – it’s been so long since I had to make it, I’ve almost forgotten the recipe… I change my neurostimulator settings … Continue reading “2016-11-16 – Peace and quiet.”

2016-11-15 – Just to be sure…

I intend to video my Charlotte’s Web CBD oil review this morning, whilst my wife is out on an appointment (measuring up for a loose cover), so I clear the island in the kitchen, and set up the camera ready.  I’m just setting up the radio mic, when my wife returns home and announces that … Continue reading “2016-11-15 – Just to be sure…”

2016-11-02 – A box of goodies!

I slept much better last night – co-codamol helped!  I woke this morning without the dreadful pain in my chest that I was suffering with yesterday, which is a relief.  By the time I’m out of bed and moving around I’m getting the odd twinge, but absolute peanuts compared with yesterday. Tremor remains dangerously close … Continue reading “2016-11-02 – A box of goodies!”

2016-10-30 – Getting out of the house.

My wife is going swimming with our granddaughter this morning, so the dog and I have the house to ourselves. I slept reasonably well again, with reduced voltages and a little cannabis to help things along.   It took me a little while to get off to sleep because my left leg was restless – … Continue reading “2016-10-30 – Getting out of the house.”

016-10-23 – Going viral again!

I checked out the ATTN: Facebook page this morning to see if they had published the video story about me – they said they intended to do so over the weekend.  Sure enough, I found it a couple of pages down from the top.  It’s an edited version of my original Parkinson’s Disease Tremor Control … Continue reading “016-10-23 – Going viral again!”

2016-10-21 – Underachieving!

I’m awake before my wife’s alarm goes off at 7.30am, but I don’t get out if bed until 8.30am.  I had a reasonable night’s sleep, aside from a little difficulty in actually going to sleep (in spite of some mild self-medication).  Left leg tremor is present, dystonia in my right foot is noticeably worse, as … Continue reading “2016-10-21 – Underachieving!”

2016-10-20 – Distractions

I start the day with every intention of knuckling down and finishing my video script, but the day doesn’t start well.  My wife is still battling technology and trying to post online adverts for her soft furnishings business on various Facebook pages and internet newsgroups, so I abandon hope of making progress until she goes … Continue reading “2016-10-20 – Distractions”

2016-10-16 – Shaky Sunday

Slept well (must have been due to all the wine I drank last night!), and didn’t waken until almost 9am.  Immediately it’s evident that I have a lot more tremor this morning.  I’m also feeling incredibly tired, in spite of my good night’s sleep.  Dyskinesia in my right arm was a little more pronounced last … Continue reading “2016-10-16 – Shaky Sunday”

2016-10-15 – Dinner guests

I’m awake early again – 5.30am, and can’t get back to sleep again.  I lie awake, resting, until almost 8am.  My wife isn’t feeling too bright this morning, so I get up and leave her to sleep on for a while. Everything, symptom-wise, is pretty much as it was yesterday.   Tremor is under control … Continue reading “2016-10-15 – Dinner guests”

2016-10-13 – Published in Polish!

I had another good night of uninterrupted sleep, and woke up just before 8am with a fair amount of lower back pain (but not as bad as yesterday!).  Some tremor, some dyskinesia, but overall I can’t complain.  I still haven’t fiddled around with my settings following my device re-programming on Monday, but I might be … Continue reading “2016-10-13 – Published in Polish!”

2016-10-11 – Letting them settle.

I didn’t have a great night’s sleep, in spite of being incredibly tired when we got home last night (at about 11.30pm).  It took me ages to get off to sleep, and then I was awake from about 5am, and quite uncomfortable.  Although I didn’t have the severe back pain that I have experienced from … Continue reading “2016-10-11 – Letting them settle.”

2016-10-08 – More interview questions

What a difference 24 hours can make.  This morning I awake with only mild tremor in my left leg.  I’m on Group “B” settings, same as yesterday morning, but the difference in my tremor is quite remarkable.  I just wish I could figure out whether it’s because my Parkinson’s is having some time off, or … Continue reading “2016-10-08 – More interview questions”

2016-10-06 – Going back to college

I slept well last night, and wake fairly tremor free for a change! Downstairs, check email (Polish webmaster has emailed to say translations will be here tomorrow), cuppa, Nutriblast, walk the dog, PopMaster! By the time PopMaster is over, tremor has returned and I switch my device over from Group “B” settings to Group “A”. … Continue reading “2016-10-06 – Going back to college”

2016-10-04 – An interview

I received an email overnight from the Polish Medical Marijuana website, confirming that they are happy with my script for the interview video that I am going to be filming today.  The Truth Society haven’t replied yet, but I’m going to go ahead and film it anyway. I have to wait for the washing machine … Continue reading “2016-10-04 – An interview”

A nice Facebook message!

Mr Frizell, I run and manage the BudGuru Facebook page and associated website, amongst others.  I wanted to personally thank you for making and posting the follow-up video to the initial item that had been published, showing the effect that consuming cannabis has on your Parkinson’s symptoms – and also for engaging with ‘commenters’ on … Continue reading “A nice Facebook message!”

2016-09-28 – Learning Polish

Another difficult start to the night.  I turned my neurostimulator down to 1.5v on both left and right sides before getting into bed, but still felt quite uncomfortable what with back pain and restless legs.  I was just thinking I was going to have to go downstairs and self-medicate with a little cannabis, and then … Continue reading “2016-09-28 – Learning Polish”

2016-09-27 – A sequel

I had a bad night, in spite of reducing my device voltages.  I tossed and turned until 1am, and then went back downstairs to self-medicate with a little cannabis.  While downstairs, I checked my email and found a couple of emails from the news agency, requesting additional details about a company that had approached me, … Continue reading “2016-09-27 – A sequel”

2016-09-25 – I’m a cool father!

Wow!  If I thought yesterday was a busy day in respect of social media and my YouTube video, then today is going to blow my mind!  I slept really well, no thrashing around and waking up multiple times during the night, but I did wake up with severe lower back pain just before 6am and couldn’t … Continue reading “2016-09-25 – I’m a cool father!”

2016-09-20 – Impending visitor alert!

I slept better last night. Whether it was because I self medicated (mildly) or because I set my device voltages even lower (1.5v on the left, same as last night, but 1.8v on the right), I don’t know.  I did wake a couple of times (at 3am and 6am) but was able to get straight … Continue reading “2016-09-20 – Impending visitor alert!”

2016-09-19 – Censored… Really???

Another lousy night!  I had trouble getting off to sleep again, and then woke countless times with dyskinesia causing me to thrash about, and bad lower back pain (in spite of reducing my device voltages before climbing into bed).  Tremor in my left leg (mainly) was also prevalent, due to the lower level of stimulation. … Continue reading “2016-09-19 – Censored… Really???”

2016-09-18 – A very popular post

I slept badly last night.  I lay awake until gone 3am, was awake again at 4.30am, and again at 6am.  It’s not due to overstimulation this time, though – I’ve been pretty free from dyskinesia since turning my device down at bedtime last night, and my back pain has eased, so that was evidently caused … Continue reading “2016-09-18 – A very popular post”

2016-09-16 – Another video production

I’m awake early again (6am), and can’t get back to sleep (and I did try!), so I get up at 8am.  It’s a miserable, grey, rainy day and it is forecast to rain all day today, so progressing any further with the boxes for my fireplace shelves is out of the question.  I would like … Continue reading “2016-09-16 – Another video production”

2016-09-11 – I’m a miserable git

I’m grumpy and miserable today.  Everything irritates me and it’s driving my wife mental.  She says I’m just not myself, and I’m forced to agree.  We think it’s because I’ve increased my stimulation so much, so I immediately reduce the voltage on my neurostimulator by 0.1v on both sides (now 1.95v on the left, 2.15v … Continue reading “2016-09-11 – I’m a miserable git”

2016-09-09 – Acting on impulse

I have received two postal reminders, an email and a text message over the last fortnight – from the garage that performed the MOT test on my car last September, hoping for the repeat business.  For those outside the UK – the MOT (Ministry of Transport) test is a yearly requirement to enable you to … Continue reading “2016-09-09 – Acting on impulse”

2016-09-05 – Not having a good day

I slept well, and don’t recall being awake at all during the night.  When I wake, I have the familiar tremor in my left leg but, other than that, all is well.  When I get downstairs and have my cup of tea, the rot sets in.  I’m stressed because I’m not achieving anything with regards … Continue reading “2016-09-05 – Not having a good day”

2016-09-03 – Cranking it up again

It’s getting to be a habit, this waking up for no apparent reason in the middle of the night!  I’ve been fully expecting to be woken by dyskinesia brought about by my increased voltages in Group “A” settings, but it hasn’t really materialised.  Tremor is still a pain in the arse, so I’ll be cranking … Continue reading “2016-09-03 – Cranking it up again”

2016-09-02 – How come it’s worse?

I’m awake early again (4.35am) for no apparent reason.  I don’t have any pressing need to visit the smallest room, I don’t appear to have any dyskinesia, and my wife is sound asleep so it wasn’t her that woke me.  I manage to get back to sleep for a couple more hours, and wake just … Continue reading “2016-09-02 – How come it’s worse?”

2016-09-01 – Casting caution to the wind

When I awaken (at 4.30am) I’m conscious of the tremor in my left leg.  Dyskinesia isn’t the reason I’m awake early for the first time this week, in fact it really doesn’t show itself until I’m getting out of bad 3 hours later.  It’s definitely not as bad as it was yesterday, but the tremor … Continue reading “2016-09-01 – Casting caution to the wind”

2016-08-25 – More juice required?

Well, this is the 3rd day in a row that I have been experiencing increased tremor on my right hand side.  I think it’s because I have been overdoing it (which I did again, yesterday) but I can’t be sure.  I’ll try not to do anything too taxing today and see if it settles down … Continue reading “2016-08-25 – More juice required?”

2016-08-24 – Think I’ve overdone it!

I had another day of increased tremor, poor balance, weak speech, and aching muscles.  I feel really fatigued even though I had another good night of sleep, and I think it must be because I’ve overdone it (although I really and truly haven’t been doing that much).  Dystonia in my right foot is playing up … Continue reading “2016-08-24 – Think I’ve overdone it!”

2016-08-21 – Organising stuff!

My wife wants to sort out the mess in the conservatory today.  The conservatory is full of all of my junk, materials left over/not yet used for the renovation of our cottage (which would have been completed long ago, if it  hadn’t been for my Parkinson’s Disease) and a wide selection of hand tools and … Continue reading “2016-08-21 – Organising stuff!”

2016-08-20 – Positive state of mind

I’m still troubled by tremor in my left leg (mainly), but other than that, I’m feeling pretty good.  Tremor has always been my main symptom and I hope, above all else, that I’ll eventually defeat it with my DBS.  Motivation and energy were things that I had never expected to be influenced by DBS, yet … Continue reading “2016-08-20 – Positive state of mind”

2016-08-17 – More stress = more tremor

I slept well, my wife didn’t.  She decides to take the day off work today and attend to things at home.  I decide that I’m going to play around with YouTube and video editing today. I’m feeling very stressed for some reason, and it’s having a big effect on my tremor and dystonia.  The last … Continue reading “2016-08-17 – More stress = more tremor”

2016-08-14 – Another tweak

I had a disturbed night’s sleep and woke with plenty of tremor in my left leg.  If it doesn’t settle down, then I’m going to be giving my settings another tweak. I’m still feeling in a better state of mind, and I’m not suffering any side effects (well, hardly any) from the increases in voltage … Continue reading “2016-08-14 – Another tweak”

2016-08-08 – Lights! Camera! Inaction?

I’m full of tremor today.  Even as I sit typing my blog, the laptop is bobbing around on my lap because of the tremor in my legs.  My left leg is the worst, but tremor control throughout my body leaves a lot to be desired.  I’m tempted to adjust my neurostimulator, but I don’t.  My … Continue reading “2016-08-08 – Lights! Camera! Inaction?”

2016-07-15 – What a difference a day makes.

Another bright morning, sunshine and blue skies.  That’s the only similarity to yesterday, though.  I had a good night’s sleep, so that isn’t to blame.  I feel unable to do anything this morning, except the morning dog walk.  The morning dog walk has to be done.  It’s expected of me, and she wouldn’t understand if … Continue reading “2016-07-15 – What a difference a day makes.”

2016-06-30 – Struggling again.

I self-medicated (cannabis and alcohol) last night, just before hitting the sack.  I went off to sleep quickly and slept through until 6.30am.  I actually got up at just after 8am, because I dozed on and off.  I feel much better and more rested than yesterday, although I’m quite stiff and aching – I assume … Continue reading “2016-06-30 – Struggling again.”