2019-05-10 – Falling at the 127th hurdle.

I am completely without motivation.  I start to research a topic for my weekly vlog but, after half an hour or so, I simply give up.  I feel as though I ought to record some sort of video message giving my reasons for not producing a vlog, but I can’t motivate myself to do that, either.  I have managed (so far) to research, script, film, edit and publish a video every single week for the last 126 weeks, and I’m disappointed with myself for falling at the 127th hurdle – but hey! No sense in beating myself up over it, it’s just the way it is. 

I walk the dog this morning, and again this afternoon, but the rest of the day is spent sitting on my backside on the sofa in the lounge trying (and failing) to get myself to do something (anything!).

My daughter is coming to stay for the weekend, so I need to stick a rocket up my backside – I don’t want her to see me like this.  I vacuum downstairs when my wife arrives home from work, and that feels like a major achievement.

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