My motivation is down the toilet again. I really want to get this week’s vlog scripted, filmed, edited and uploaded to my YouTube channel, but I’m really struggling. A script that would normally take me a maximum of two hours took me almost 5 hours, and I don’t feel that I made a great job of it, either. Filming is also a slow process because I’m unhappy with my voice, which is high-pitched, slurred and indistinct. I try changing my neurostimulator over to group “B” settings to see if that is any better, but I can’t say that I notice any difference. I finish the editing around 7.30pm, which isn’t too bad (all things considered), but I keep spotting silly mistakes that I made because I wasn’t concentrating, so by the time I’ve corrected the editing errors and recreated the video it’s after 9pm (and my wife is still at work). I will upload it to YouTube tomorrow.