I am feeling very tired and completely lacking in energy of late – I just don’t seem to be able to motivate myself to accomplish anything. I have some more paperwork to fill out so that my brothers and I can finish distributing our mother’s estate, but I keep putting it off. I seem to be in firefighting mode – only doing stuff when it becomes absolutely critical that I do so.
I drink my tea and Nutriblast, walk the dog, listen to PopMaster and then pay my credit card bill online (payment is due today, so this is a critical task, which causes me a large amount of stress when I forget my online banking details and manage to lock myself out of my account!). I respond to some messages and comments on social media, and catch up on what’s happening in the world by reading The Metro online.
I have a go on my mini motorised cycle, but I definitely need to mount it on a board of some sort because it tends to move around while you are using it, which is a bit of a nuisance.
Tremor is starting to break through in my left arm as well as my left leg, and I’m considering making an adjustment to my neurostimulator if it doesn’t improve in the next day or so. Muscular pain in my arms and shoulders is back with a vengeance this evening – a little bit of cannabis helps ease the discomfort. My voice is weak and husky and strangling my sentences.