2018-03-20 – Lacking motivation.

I’m distinctly lacking motivation at the moment.  I have paperwork that needs to be sorted out, some of which will be of financial benefit to me, but I can’t seem to make myself sort it out.  I know there’s a problem when I can’t get myself to do things that I’d actually like to do – I know that sounds a little odd, but it’s the only way I can think of to describe the feeling.  At the end of another day when I haven’t achieved anything, I feel guilt and anger with myself , and this stresses me out and makes me anxious.   It isn’t that I actually do nothing (I still manage to walk the dog twice a day, split some logs for the fire and carry them indoors, vacuum downstairs and light the fire), I just can’t seem to achieve anything over and above these routine tasks.

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