2017-02-16 – Frustrated by my voice.

I’m not having a great day!  I want to get my vlog scripted, filmed and loaded onto my MacBook today.  Our granddaughter is spending the day with us tomorrow, so filming is really out of the question.  If I can get that done today, then I can spend some time tomorrow editing it, and get it uploaded to my YouTube channel by tomorrow evening.

I intended to finish the script yesterday, but didn’t get anywhere near.  I’m struggling with it this morning – not because I’m having trouble with the subject matter, but because my tremor is being a damn nuisance.  I take a break and walk the dog, hoping that that might calm my tremor, which it does (to some extent).

I finish the script around lunchtime, and then get the camera and tripod set-up in the lounge.  I load the script into the teleprompter app on my iPad, and run through it a couple of times to get my timing right.  To cut a long story short, I lose count of the number of takes.  I fluff my lines continually, and when I do get them right, then I’m frustrated by my voice!  My voice is pretty weak today, and sounds indistinct and slurred (to my ears).  I am also running out of voice and strangling the ends of my sentences, which is a real pain in the …

It takes me over 2 hours to do what should have taken about 30 minutes.  I’m not happy!

What does make me happy, though, is the arrival of a package from CBDBrothers.  They have sent me some CBD oil, CBD paste and CBD balm to try out – very generous of them!  I send them an email of thanks, and then get some logs in and light the fire before my wife arrives home from work.

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