2010-01-17 – Annoyed with myself.

I’m really annoyed with myself this morning.  I still have a lot of tremor in my left arm and leg, so I’m a little bit on the grumpy side to start with.  I’m checking my Facebook, when I notice a post from an old friend of mine about a gig that she went to last night at The Brook in Southampton.  It reminds me that my wife bought me some tickets for my birthday (in May) to go to see UB40 at the UEA this October.  I’m sure that I put a reminder on the calendar of my phone so that I’d be alerted to the concert a couple of days beforehand, so I’m not all that concerned.  I Google the gig to see when it is, and it was last Tuesday!  I can’t believe it!  I’ve never bought tickets for a gig before, and then forgotten to go!  I hate it that I missed the gig, but I hate it even more that the tickets simply went to waste – I hate waste!!  I check my phone calendar to see why I hadn’t been alerted to it, and I evidently forgot to put a reminder on there…

I take the dog out for her walk – perhaps the fresh air and exercise will make me snap out of it.  It doesn’t.  I’m still feeling out of sorts when I get back home.

I have a parcel collection (a box of British goodies for my brother, who lives in Nova Scotia) and a parcel delivery (a free box of food from Hello Fresh) this morning, and I manage not to miss either of them while I’m out walking the dog, so that’s a bonus!  I notice the time, though, and see that I have missed PopMaster this morning, and that annoys me as well – I hate it when my routine is disrupted!

I feel that my motivation is missing – I just sat on my backside today, and didn’t do or achieve anything.   The only time I did do anything, it was because the dog nagged me to take her out for her afternoon exercise.  I did manage to make dinner, though – although it was because I felt obliged to do so, having ordered the box of food from Hello Fresh.  My wife was very pleased to come home to a meal for a change, rather than having to prepare food the moment she gets through the door from work.  I had wanted to do some work on the script for my “DBS Side Effects” video, but have done absolutely nothing towards it – maybe tomorrow.  If I still feel this way tomorrow, I’m going to try changing over to Group “B” settings.

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